I Hate Being Twenty

Can we go back to sixteen
Would that fix everything
Because we could've been
Evergreen, so evergreen

I told you no more gin and cocaine
At least not today, not today
You told me no more cuts and Adderall
But I don't care at all
Don't you care at all?

Cuz you could've fooled me
And I hate being twenty
And it's so unclear
How we ended up here

I mean, I was never on a high school sports team
Cuz all I could ever catch was feelings
And I was kinda the weird girl
But not in a cool way
The kind they'd stared at in the hallways

But then I met you and everything made sense
I guess
But I was finally living like
A The 1975 music video

And it was so cool
And you were too
And suddenly I wanted to be nineteen forever
And ever and ever

Let's go dancing on rooftops tonight
Nothing can go wrong
It's just you and I, you and I
Right now I need to feel something
Anything, anything, anything
I swear sometimes I think I'm dead
And sometimes I wish I were instead

I know it's not a solution but
I felt like you were the one
Who could fix me now
And I'm wondering how

If it's not you, then who
If it's not you, what do I do, what do I do
If it's not you, then who
If it's not you, what do I do, what do I do

Can we go back to sixteen
Would that fix anything
Because we could've been
Evergreen, just you and me