I Don't Wanna Be Sad Anymore But I Don't Know How To Be Anything Else

I know you hate me and I don't blame you
To tell you the truth, I hate me too

Cuz I'm nothing, nothing, nothing
Yes I am nothing, nothing at all

Three days sober is already too long
Cuz I can't do anything without it going wrong

Cuz I'm nothing, nothing, nothing
Yes I am nothing, nothing at all

Nearly 23 and I'm still not who I wanna be
Still childish, obsessive, and not very pretty
But I hated 17 and hated being 20
Life is just a joke but it's not very funny
But I don't wanna talk
I just wanna sleep

Cuz I'm nothing, nothing, nothing
Yes I am nothing, nothing at all

Fantasize about killing myself before 25
Just to make myself feel better
Just to pass the time

Cuz I'm nothing, nothing, nothing
Yes I am nothing, I'm absolutely nothing

I'm stupid, annoying
Not worthy of loving
A nuisance, disgrace
A fucking waste of space

Yes I am nothing
Nothing at all



Credits
Writer(s): Hannah Kim
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