Nostalgic (feat. V4LL3Y BOY)

Baby girl let's start this fight
Fuck this life not feeling right
Wanna mix up dirty sprite
Wanna leave behind this life

Knife be cutting all these ties
Look away from teary eyes
Go ahead fill me with your lies
This the day death will rise

Growing up I'm getting sick
Moving through it's getting thick
Smash my memories with brick
Killed myself I think I'm fixed

Demons play my fucking soul
Give your life and pay your toll
Playing with no dice to roll
Yeah, my brain with bullet holes

Lonely when I'm with my clique
Maybe I should fucking quit
Tie the noose to make it fit
All the time I used to give

Grab the pill and crush a bit
Woke up feeling like shit
All those times I swear I miss
That's the life I choose to live

Switch up the pacing, I be hitting different flows
Getting fucked up through the night, got white running up the nose
Getting OD'D all time, baby time is getting froze
Bitch my death is near, come close give me all the roses

Wishing time would just rewind so I could spend some more with you
I hit the back of my line, personality stay in two

See I'm always feeling blue
Always asking like what's new
When you said that it was through
I just wish I never knew

About yourself or even your family
I been feeling worse and worse, sometimes feeling like I can't breath
I'm wearing this mask insecurities demand it
You left me in the dirt and I'm just here staying stranded

In my mind, I'm always thinking "am I even enough"
Need a motherfucking savior, times are getting fucking tough
I just need someone to favor, need to start to up my luck
I been feeling so damn lonely cause my girl just start to duck

She a ghost or a demon
Lean start to make me fiend
And I just need the fucking keys
I just need a fucking reason

How to live this sad life
I just grab another knife
And I carve into my side
Always asking God like why

I'm feeling so ugly
I just need someone to hug me
I just need someone to love me
But it'll never come see

Not too famous
I'm the lamest
She want my chain
It's getting hard to entertain them



Credits
Writer(s): Cash Hernandez
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