Fallen Hills

To be honest I was happy for once
Believed you cared, now it's weird, I'm missing your touch
Way back when, you wouldn't text like once every month
You don't care about me I could see what it was

You loved your ex still, you just dated me to escape
But you know it didn't help, acting like you a snake
Should've listened to my brother when he said it was fake
Fuck your friendship bitch I don't know why I date

I have all this emotion built up inside my head
When I don't feel sad, I'm feeling empty instead
Talking to my friends, about how I'm swallowing lead
I really tried my best but you still fucking left

I don't wanna be your friend, you don't know how you hurt me
Don't wanna make amends, you got my stomach turning
I miss you so much, but I hate how you flirting
Your ex man still, my words just started slurring

Don't care that you busy, why treat me like that
Going days without talking, you don't know where I'm at
If you love him just say it don't play me and cap
About why you can't talk, I can see how you act

Acting so mean, like what did I do
You just showed me, how I am a fool
My mental slowly, going bluer than blue
You don't know me, and I don't know you

You a whole different person, I missed how you act
Our relationship worsened, and you would just laugh
This is killing me first, and that is a fact
You was looking and lurking, for my heart, why's that

I'm supposed to hate you, but instead I'm hating me
Wanted table for two, now I'm feeling lonely
Everybody is winning, and I'm just choking
On my spit, trying to talk, but it's not working