Low Unknown Expectations - 2020 Demo

I know I'm wrong and I should hate it
But for now I can tolerate it
Sick of my mind being second-rate and
You say that I'm smart but I'm overrated

No one expects me to be a delinquent
Well, I'm disappointed that you didn't think that

I thought that you did not care if I lived or died
but you were trying to say you were a friend of mine
I realized in time
Questioned my doubts, tried to reach some sublime state of mind

But it bobbed down
below what average I might have met
Default to same structures like I never went away
I still use keys from where I should have left
And moved on by now
But I fail to reach standards that I ought to set
Just to be on par with how you are

I wish that you did not care if I lived or died
Then I would not feel so shameful to try

'Cause I don't know how to do my best
'Cause I've never been put to the test
So I go to complete this task and I inevitably hesitate

And every time you say that there are only so many chances
I think every one of them's a waste



Credits
Writer(s): Cecil Arjun
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