Deadline Till Suicide
I'm a narcissist
I was not always like this
In the past I was kind
Now I'm blinded by selfish desires
I was always treated so poorly
Why do I have to be the one who's sorry?
They're at fault for the person I've become
I'll show them my pain that they've caused
I need them to like me
Not them
Stop ignoring me
For that I condemn
I need them to see me
Why him?
I want to be needed
Stop them
I want to make many close friends
But my personal criteria is very fucking high
If they piss me off
If they treat me like a bug
If they use me for their gains
I'll remove myself from life forever
I'm a narcissist
I was not always like this
In the past I was kind
Now I'm blinded by selfish desires
I need them to want me
Not them
Stop ignoring me
For that I condemn
I need them to need me
Why him?
I want to be seen
Blind them
I want to make many close friends
But my personal criteria is very fucking high
If they piss me off
If they treat me like a bug
If they use me for their gains
I'll remove myself from life forever
I'll remove myself from life
I'm a narcissist
I was not always like this
In the past I was kind
Now I'm blinded by selfish desires
I was always treated so poorly
Why do I have to be the one who's sorry?
They're at fault for the person I've become
I'll remove myself from life
Permanently
I know that I caused this
Annoyed everyone around me
I'll take my own life and show them
How much they meant to me
I cannot bring him back
I told you that's okay
You're gone and that's a fact
I'm left with nothing but pain
I cannot bring you back (I'm going to take my own life)
I told you that's okay
You're gone and that's a fact (I'm going to take my own life)
I'm left with nothing but pain (Just to please you)
I'm going to leap over the edge
Provoking any reaction just to please my loneliness
If they don't suffer, it's not okay
If they don't cry, it's not the way
I did it wrong
I want everyone around me to love me
See me for who I am truly inside
Not the fake asshole that pushes everyone aside
If I don't act I will lose my mind
My ego is filled by rage
Every time I'm treated like an animal in a cage
I will break free just to die outside
Let them all realize what they left behind
Fuck them, I will lose my mind
I'm a narcissist
I was not always like this
In the past I was kind
Now I'm blinded by selfish desires
I was always treated so poorly
Why do I have to be the one who's sorry?
They're at fault for the person I've become
I'll remove myself from life
I was not always like this
In the past I was kind
Now I'm blinded by selfish desires
I was always treated so poorly
Why do I have to be the one who's sorry?
They're at fault for the person I've become
I'll show them my pain that they've caused
I need them to like me
Not them
Stop ignoring me
For that I condemn
I need them to see me
Why him?
I want to be needed
Stop them
I want to make many close friends
But my personal criteria is very fucking high
If they piss me off
If they treat me like a bug
If they use me for their gains
I'll remove myself from life forever
I'm a narcissist
I was not always like this
In the past I was kind
Now I'm blinded by selfish desires
I need them to want me
Not them
Stop ignoring me
For that I condemn
I need them to need me
Why him?
I want to be seen
Blind them
I want to make many close friends
But my personal criteria is very fucking high
If they piss me off
If they treat me like a bug
If they use me for their gains
I'll remove myself from life forever
I'll remove myself from life
I'm a narcissist
I was not always like this
In the past I was kind
Now I'm blinded by selfish desires
I was always treated so poorly
Why do I have to be the one who's sorry?
They're at fault for the person I've become
I'll remove myself from life
Permanently
I know that I caused this
Annoyed everyone around me
I'll take my own life and show them
How much they meant to me
I cannot bring him back
I told you that's okay
You're gone and that's a fact
I'm left with nothing but pain
I cannot bring you back (I'm going to take my own life)
I told you that's okay
You're gone and that's a fact (I'm going to take my own life)
I'm left with nothing but pain (Just to please you)
I'm going to leap over the edge
Provoking any reaction just to please my loneliness
If they don't suffer, it's not okay
If they don't cry, it's not the way
I did it wrong
I want everyone around me to love me
See me for who I am truly inside
Not the fake asshole that pushes everyone aside
If I don't act I will lose my mind
My ego is filled by rage
Every time I'm treated like an animal in a cage
I will break free just to die outside
Let them all realize what they left behind
Fuck them, I will lose my mind
I'm a narcissist
I was not always like this
In the past I was kind
Now I'm blinded by selfish desires
I was always treated so poorly
Why do I have to be the one who's sorry?
They're at fault for the person I've become
I'll remove myself from life
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Writer(s): Alec Christopher Real Nunthapiwat
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