Coping Mechanism
I been trying to cope and feel something
See it in my eyes that I been cryin' tears
Feel it every day that I don't get up
Feel it every time that I don't show up
I been trying to cope with the pain
The pain of being isolated
I tried gettin' high
I tried pourin' up
When night time strikes, I feel the same stuff
How the fuck am I gonna get myself outta this
On top of my anxiety, I feel like I got no meds
I'm happy in dreams
Racks inside my jeans
I been prayin' on my knees for a coping mechanism
I'm not trying to to ask for some forgiveness
I just want my future to be near painless
I been takin' drugs all night, yeah
I don't have have the means to improve, I can't stop
I can feel my heart burning out, I'm gonna rot
What's the fuckin' point in living life, we're gonna die
I been so away from humanity
I don't even know how to be a normal person
I know I sing a lot about my own demise
I just feel that I'm replaceable, I'm trying not to cry
Everybody says it but I feel I'm really hated
You should really listen when I'm laying out these statements
If I ever killed myself, would you be able to take it
With the way I'm going, I don't know if I'ma make it
I just been feeling like everybody's out to get me
I'm losing' my mind
I been tryna find a coping mechanism for some time while staying alive
Sometimes I mean when I say I really wanna die
I try to suppress my thoughts
Anxiety, it run amuck in body
Depression, yeah it taught me a lesson
I'm just really tryna spill out the message
Isolated like a thirty-year sentence
Come in peace, yeah I'm deep with the reverence
See it in my eyes that I been cryin' tears
Feel it every day that I don't get up
Feel it every time that I don't show up
I been trying to cope with the pain
The pain of being isolated
I tried gettin' high
I tried pourin' up
When night time strikes, I feel the same stuff
How the fuck am I gonna get myself outta this
On top of my anxiety, I feel like I got no meds
I'm happy in dreams
Racks inside my jeans
I been prayin' on my knees for a coping mechanism
I'm not trying to to ask for some forgiveness
I just want my future to be near painless
I been takin' drugs all night, yeah
I don't have have the means to improve, I can't stop
I can feel my heart burning out, I'm gonna rot
What's the fuckin' point in living life, we're gonna die
I been so away from humanity
I don't even know how to be a normal person
I know I sing a lot about my own demise
I just feel that I'm replaceable, I'm trying not to cry
Everybody says it but I feel I'm really hated
You should really listen when I'm laying out these statements
If I ever killed myself, would you be able to take it
With the way I'm going, I don't know if I'ma make it
I just been feeling like everybody's out to get me
I'm losing' my mind
I been tryna find a coping mechanism for some time while staying alive
Sometimes I mean when I say I really wanna die
I try to suppress my thoughts
Anxiety, it run amuck in body
Depression, yeah it taught me a lesson
I'm just really tryna spill out the message
Isolated like a thirty-year sentence
Come in peace, yeah I'm deep with the reverence
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