Anxious Triggers

I can't be seen, I got too many triggers
I feel like I'm losin' control
When I step out, I be shakin' inside
My past it be takin' a toll
Closin' myself and I feel like an outcast
Never make friends got foes
It's only a matter of time before I fall
This shit it be breakin' my soul
I know I ain't normal and they say I'm crazy
This shit, it be takin' my life
So much anxiety, I feel like a bitch
My confidence payin' the price
I look at my peers and how they be movin'
I'm thinkin' that must be nice
I don't be talkin about my problems
I can't mistake that twice

I wish I was dead sometimes but shit
I know I got shit to fulfill
It's crazy how maybe like three years ago
I never knew this how I'd feel
I can't be makin' a joke of myself
I don't make tiktoks or reels
I gotta chance to prove myself so I'm grabbin' and steerin' the wheel

Now who fuck do I gotta impress?
I feel like I'm stuck in a cycle
I know that I have it
I'm in isolation to better myself, I'm entitled
I don't got time for chattin' the shit
I'm makin' light work of the rivals
If they got somebody else on the mic, they better respect my arrival

I show my pain to the mic in the booth
And I'm usin' that shit for my passion
When I'm alone I be doin' some drugs
But I don't be showing, I stash it
I can't be followin' trends or scrollin' the net but I'm into fashion
I stay inside and vent to myself, it's hard to control my reactions
I know I'm fucked inside my head but man I'm enough to admit it
I'm on the path to wealth and fame
The only thing stoppin' me prison
But when I be tryin' some new shit out, anxiety kick in ignition
And I believe that shit every time
I'm payin' the price like tuition



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