Faded

Feels like I'm floating, feels like I'm flying away
Instead of black and white, all I'm seeing is grey
(And I'm)
Carrying the world on my shoulders, how much will it weigh?
In the end all I wanna do is cry about it
But I can't think straight and all I know is that my head is clouded

She's so fabricated, eyes so animated, feeling so deflated, wow she complicated
Lacking concentration, my date? She delayed it, crazed like a sadist, I'm gone I'm Faded
So frustrated damn you got me feeling aggravated, agitated the stress I've created
And thank god I stayed in 'cause that bad bitch had me drunk staying up
What the fuck

Lalalalalalalala lalalalalala
Guess I messed up
Lalalalalalalala
Just sitting still tripping my bottle I'm sipping

Wow, impressive
But maybe I'll change my perspective
Kinda seems like you're being possessed here
Taste in men is just way too expensive
Fine, just be like this
Wait how much did she mess up my life 'cause
Just sinking in drinking won't stop me from thinking
From thinking, from thinking, from thinking

Hello, this is Faded
Hello, this is-

Can we try that again please?

Ugh
Fucking serotonin

Came back down, could feel my mind decaying
And I know I'm devastating and I shouldn't be complaining but
All I felt was pain and I just needed to escape it
'Stead of asking for my mind all you did was just take it and

Can feel my body drifting
Can feel my feet lifting off the ground
Thought I freed my mind but now, it's all my body blacking out
And I'm coming down to earth I made it, but now I realise I hate it
This shit be so overrated, guess I'm back to being Faded
Now my body's degraded, and I'm just levitating
Spent too much time away and close your eyes that's all I'm saying

Yeah I don't miss you at all and no I'm not gon' answer your call so
Maybe one day you'll see me fall but
I'll just wait till' this phase ends and for your curtain call

Baby I've got to go away, it's all crashing down on me
Can't mend your broken heart, yeah this is where we drift apart
I won't be coming back today, so don't hold your breath away
Don't hold your breath away, I won't be coming back today

Every minute every hour bringing flowers losing power
You've been sitting praying, talking 'bout my downfall
If I had nothing at least I'd have you, my biggest value is
Sitting writing lyrics complaining 'bout what my problem is
You wear that makeup it's a coverup to try and mess you up
Wanna be on the cover of Forbes, Vogue but you've run out of luck
I've given my fucks the chills on my spine are travelling up
Why can't you build me up my buttercup
Instead of break me down and fuck me up

Baby I've got to go away, it's all crashing down on me
Can't mend your broken heart, yeah this is where we drift apart
I won't be coming back today, so don't hold your breath away
Don't hold your breath away, I won't be coming back today