Truth of the Matter

I'm tired of pushing my emotions deep inside
It's time that I open up I'll swallow my pride
My self conscious keeps telling me that I am gonna fail
I wish that I could change that feeling positivity is stale

That constant feeling
Of inevitable pain
Now matter how hard I try to run
It's forged in my brain

Self hatred has kicked my ass I will admit
Insecurities make me feel that I'm not shit
Constantly thinking that I'm the bad guy
Everyday I think of reasons why I shouldn't die

Life is too short
So don't go hate yourself
I know it is a struggle to have good mental health

Overthinking has made me miss out on things
Falling for the trap and all the hate that it brings
Sadness overcomes me when I least expect it to
Mentally I'm really drained I need something to do



Credits
Writer(s): Ray Carabajal
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