Life Saving Distraction

So many things going on in my mind
My sense of self I can't find
Half the time I'm delirious
And the other time I'm furious

People talk to me and I try to listen
But I can't focus I feel like something's missing
Overwhelming thoughts are in my head
If my minds not occupied I wish I'm dead

I stay busy so I don't kill myself
I stay busy so I don't kill myself
A coping mechanism for my bad mental health
Negative emotions are always felt

I've noticed signs that are hard to admit
I've been short tempered cause I feel like shit
Cutting certain people out of my life
My only thoughts on them are endless strife

I trust no one and it's killing me
My altered perception I can't see clearly
Mentally imprisoned by anxiety
I distract myself so I can be free

I stay busy so I don't kill myself
I stay busy so I don't kill myself
A coping mechanism for my bad mental health
Negative emotions are always felt
I stay busy so I don't kill myself
I stay busy so I don't kill myself
A coping mechanism for my bad mental health
Negative emotions are always felt



Credits
Writer(s): Ray Carabajal
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