Save Me

I'll awaken this beast of darkness

Another day holding my emotions hostage
Send my body into eternal misery
Eating at my skin it feels caustic
But I'm able to ignore every injury

Slowly I'm destroying myself
Fighting for my life I'm fighting to survive
Wondering why I've withheld
All of the trauma inside

Refusing entry from anyone around me
Forming a cell around this carcass
You're no longer able to control me
I'll awaken this beast of darkness

It's eating at my insides
Now I wonder if there's anything left
Do you know if this pain will ever subside
I'll never be content

Will I ever get to rest
Always running and never stopping
Living in a never ending state of stress
As the angels keep on watching

I am continuously searching for an ounce of clarity
Who can save me now
How long can I hope for a chance at serenity
I can't even save myself

These nightmares seem to never end
You broke down the walls I worked so hard to build
Now I have to constantly defend
The imagine I've maintained of a person unfulfilled

Why am I afraid to lose everything
Why is it so hard just to feel something

My body is slowing down
I can't move anymore
I'm sinking I don't want to drown
My mind is constantly at war

Who will save me now
When I can't even save myself
Eating away at what's already decayed
Lying upon my blade the vision starts to fade

I am continuously searching for an ounce of clarity
Who can save me now
How long can I hope for a chance at serenity
I can't even save myself



Credits
Writer(s): Kailin Luebbe
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