sleeping in my clothes

Tomorrow when I wake up the same again
I'll be headed for the door
Where everybody leaves
I'll be sitting in my car on a break again
With an open blade, caressing it
And hoping no one sees
But there's people walking in and out
And they've got somewhere to be
And all they wanna care about
Is the money they'll make
And I saw a child with his mom
And I wondered if he'd be
Growing up to be someone
Dramatic and scared
Oh, here we go

Well, I've got a couple things on my mind again
I'll be begging for forgiveness
If I say what they are
Cause no one wants to be around someone
Who would rather disappear
Well, it's just to much to bare
And I'm feeling dizzy in the hall
Gunna stumble down the stairs
Cause I had too much to drink tonight
Don't act like you care
And I'll lose it all for nothing now
Well it's just the easy way
And I think that I'll be better off
When you chose not to stay

And I'll be sleeping in my clothes
And I don't know where to go
If there's money to be made
Then my existence fades
And I'm spinning in my sleep
I'll get tangled in the sheets
The place where many things were shared
Now it's where I am scared
So erase me from your mind
Until I'm way too hard to find
I'm still needed at my job
Until this brutal season ends
I'll discover what is loss
For the thousandth time
I guess everything at once
It's everywhere