I WONDER

Would you ever let me go
I feel defeated on my own
And it's best that I'm here right now in the present letting you know
Just how you nourish my soul
Even if some times I can't face you when I'm alone
You're still patient I feel at home fr
Ask if I love you, you should know the deal
We staying close and still feelings don't matchup and it feels overkill
Every wound of mine in the open, heal
With me and see that what you come from don't gotta make you so broken will
It be enough
A fine line between peace and trust
It took some time for me to see all the greed in lust
And I never would have to wonder if you're thinking of me with love
Now convoluted questions have you gassing and easing up
Passing the sequence tough
Mastered the art of keeping touch
Master the heart we bleed just
Plaster the marks and keep us
Jealous niggas is still tryna play keep up
Never a sense of time and direction whenever we tucked

Sometimes I wonder if I'm even in your world
One line encumbered by every diamond and pearl
Always hold you up even further than you can see
Being there for you just to make sure wings aren't furled
Always in a dream when I run my fingers through curls
Don't want it to seem like your just number of girls
Know this life is tricky things are never as they seem
Making me feel complete when my mind is sent in a whirl
Sometimes I wonder if I'm even in your world
One line encumbered by every diamond and pearl
Always hold you up even further than you can see
Being there for you just to make sure wings aren't furled
Always in a dream when I run my fingers through curls
Don't want it to seem like your just number of girls
Know this life is tricky things are never as they seem
Making me feel complete when my mind is sent in a whirl

Find it hardest to make amends
Becoming what I hated with the vibes I was taking in
Every insecurity had found a new place within
Saw that what I wanted but was chasing ain't making sense
What if I'm made to fend
For myself no escaping this
Felt some love it hurt me and I haven't been able since
Know that I had changed and I be praising your graces when
Everything don't make me feel a way like I'm caving in
Things change and friends go but I'm staying true
Nothing ever changed and my feelings the same for you
Heart be on display my toxic ways were a way to view
Anything I hated about myself couldn't face the truth
Knowing I'm phasing through
Owning my hatred proved
To be futile
Love is love till that hate is a feeling mutual
Hate that I'm missing you too
Infiltrate and seduce you
What's in my space won't alleviate pain I feel the usual

Sometimes I wonder if I'm even in your world
One line encumbered by every diamond and pearl
Always hold you up even further than you can see
Being there for you just to make sure wings aren't furled
Always in a dream when I run my fingers through curls
Don't want it to seem like your just number of girls
Know this life is tricky things are never as they seem
Making me feel complete when my mind is sent in a whirl
Sometimes I wonder if I'm even in your world
One line encumbered by every diamond and pearl
Always hold you up even further than you can see
Being there for you just to make sure wings aren't furled
Always in a dream when I run my fingers through curls
Don't want it to seem like your just number of girls
Know this life is tricky things are never as they seem
Making me feel complete when my mind is sent in a whirl



Credits
Writer(s): Jalil Drake
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