Nightly Thoughts

It was a lonely evening
Late nights creepin
Weed was dry and I was fiening
These people don't got flavor lately switching up like seasons
Ion drop nobody for no sudden random reasons
I loved my youth
I loved my teens
I'm loving every stage of life
I need a girl
I need a friend and maybe holding out for wife
Past couple years, I've been okay but there's a lotta lonely nights
Confessions to my parents thankful for their work and sacrifice
I think it's time to change my life
It won't happen overnight
Conversations turned to fights
And Ion really care what's right
But I been really tryna change that
Stop arguing emotionally
Taking new perspectives
Aiming different when approaching it

I call my brother and sister said what's up with em
I went down that road and it makes me so uncomfortable
I often try and try
Cause people die and die
Depression and obsession takes over so many lives
The people that you try and change
It won't ever go your way
They will always stay the same
Only god can fix mistakes
I had to quit the gas was speeding through my life I hit the breaks
Filtered out all of the people that were using me for shake
They be super complex
It's hard for you to digest
Only way they'll make a change is if their seeing progress
But often they won't even start
See from a far
They don't really wanna quit
There's some deep down in they heart
That's stopping em
Something that's blocking em
From really making effort so they text and they cop again
Someone knocking on your door it's the cops again
I ask my bro if u was selling back on the block again
I say what's wrong with u
I really trusted you
Did you really think this time that you was untouchable
You got lots problems and I think you should solve em
Take it one by one
You don't gotta solve all of em
I'm begging for a change
I'm begging for a change
I'm begging that you change your ways and never stay the same
I'm begging that you change your friends and make a different lane
Cause the ones that you surround yourself with aren't always gonna
Keep you in check
They gonna keep you in check?
They gonna keep you in check?
Keep you in

It was a lonely evening
Late nights creepin
Weed was dry and I was fiening
These people don't got flavor lately switching up like seasons
Ion drop nobody for no sudden random reasons
I loved my youth
I loved my teens
I'm loving every stage of life
I need a girl
I need a friend and maybe holding out for wife
Past couple years I been okay but there's a lotta lonely nights
Confessions to my parents thankful for their work and sacrifice
I think it's time to change my life
It won't happen overnight
Conversations turned to fights
And Ion really care what's right
But I been really tryna change that
Stop arguing emotionally
Taking new perspectives
Aiming different when approaching it



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Writer(s): Christian Lee
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