Startin' Nova

Yeah yeah yeah
I don't know who I could trust
It's been a void
It feels like everyone I meet I'm often feeling so annoyed
Matter of fact I used to judge a lot before I saw the context
The message getting clearer like I just put in my contacts
I been tryna gain perspective tryna change my mindset
Looking back at my mistakes and looking from a hindsight
Wondering if I'd make it work
Been tryna get the time right
Always liked laying low but you just want the limelight

I been whipping in my aunties rover
Would you love me if my mind was sober?
I moved from Texas now I'm out in NOVA
New relationships I'm starting over
Visit back a different mind frame
Would you love me if my minds changed?
Cause I don't think we think the same things
Cause I don't think we think the same things
It's like we reading different books, we on completely different chapters, when I see you we both think we on the same page
We in completely different states, I had a hurricane of thoughts, you felt a shower but we thought we felt the same rain

Saying that I'm cool
When everybody askin
They saying what's the move?
I said I'm working on my passion
Whenever I'm gon make it everybody gets their ration
But only all the people that believed before it happened
I got big dreams
How come that's it's unrealistic
Gotta be a little psycho when it comes to music business
Imagine what could happen if you quit being so pessimistic
Cross all my neck and my jeans they both my true religion

Keep coming back to you time and time again
In reality, I just wanted to call you an old friend
Thinking back
Thinking back
Thinking back
Thinking back

I been whipping my aunties rover
Would you love me if my mind was sober?
I moved from Texas now I'm out in nova
New relationships I'm starting over
Visit back a different mind frame
Would you love me if my minds changed?
Cause I don't think we think the same things
Cause I don't think we think the same things

I'll be honest it's been hard to keep my head high
All these years passing on
Am I the same guy?
Losing friends more than I can comprehend
Thinking one day I'm gon have to pay for all these wretched sins
Like
Time is an essence
Tryna treat my present everyday like a present
Tryna learn these lessons from my father a reverend
Tryna learn about a lotta different perspectives
I know my hearts built different
My pains been building
But I keep on moving on
I think it's time to face it
I don't feel so strong
Half the time I don't even know what's going on but then it comes to me when I go grab a pen and right a song
What's your perspective?
I'd like to know
Cause everytime I see the other side it really helps me grow
I been tryna understand why people always go and hate
In conclusion now I understand that they got different plates
They got different homes
Different stories
Maybe they're alone
Maybe they parents died, they skipping school and no one hits their phone
They seeing life through all the struggle something that they shouldn't know
Often taking them to places that nobody wanna go

Keep coming back to you time and time again
In reality, I just wanted to call you an old friend
Thinking back
Thinking back
Thinking back
Thinking back
Thinking back



Credits
Writer(s): Christian Lee
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