Chewing on Pulp

Spent so long trying to pretend
Wondering if this chapter would end
But I left clues for me to find
That secretly all along I was out of my mind

I wasted time holding on to the
Notion that I could hang on just fine
Always brewing, something seething
Though it was muffled my heart was still beating

And I was a pretender
The clues I left so I could remember

I still liked pulp in my orange juice
My toes stuck in the sand
My walks so long and pointless
A cello in my band

I've broken down, folks
And I thank the stars above
Yeah, I'm chewing on pulp
To remind me how to love

It's been so long, it's been a real burden
This cellophane I call my disguise
I wrote songs about loving and leaving
And now I can step in the light

And I was a pretender
The clues I left so I could remember

I still liked pulp in my orange juice
My toes stuck in the sand
My walks so long and pointless
A cello in my band

I've broken down, folks
And I thank the stars above
Yeah, I'm chewing on pulp
To remind me how to love



Credits
Writer(s): Clay Dixon
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