Level 1

There are three levels of pain
Heartbreak, Loneliness,
Healing and Reflection
You must go through every level in order to obtain pure happiness

Level 1, Heartbreak
It's funny how you say that you've changed
But if you look in the mirror you'll see that you look the same
Guess it's all part of your game
But you're playin' the wrong level insert coin to play again

Swimmin' but you're pullin' like a tide
Feel like I am Billie Eilish drownin' in those Ocean Eyes
And I know I'm the bad guy
Wear my shirt inside out just to show how I'm feelin inside
My heart is loose in stitches for the whole world to see
And with every needle stickin' through it slowly starts to bleed

I'm sad and happy at the same time
Hate it when they see me walkin' in the spotlight
In the dark walkin' around when there's no light
Pills won't numb the pain it's gon' make it hard to fight
And trust me I've walked and tripped over all your pain
Feel nothin's workin like nothin's gonna change
But I promise it will all just dissipate
It will fall on you like its some acid rain
I've been tryin to believe
And I feel like I'm more alone when I'm part of a damn team