I know I'm lying...

Always so wrong, guess I'll never stop searching
Heartbroken need me a surgeon
Looking for something I feel like its urgent
Just tell me you love me in person
Feeling so down I just say I'm ok when I know I'm lying
I don't think that it's working
I just started living day by day
I gave up being perfect
And I keep looking for something
I know I'll find it
And you know im honest
But you think that I been lying
And Im just afraid that sometimes
They hear me crying
I just want you to myself
Baby I won't stop trying

Devil on my shoulder telling me what to say
And to be honest it just feel like I been waiting everyday
But waiting for what?
And I'm still tryna figure that out
You gon' hate all the shit that's gon' come out my mouth
And I hate the way I never figure it out
All this fighting and fussing what's that all about?
Ouu, having nightmares
Wake up out my sleep and I start wishing you were right there
See you in my dreams it kinda feels like you reside there
And you start ripping out my heart, I kinda wish that you would fight fair
Hold on like why am I wasting my time?
I know you don't love me, I said I'll be fine
You know I always say that I mostly be lying
Cause I'm so fucking tired of missing the signs, like woah
And that shit be hurting my pride
And I'm kinda embarrassed I wish i could hide
And I love you platonically, but bae I honestly want you forever like can you be mine?
Eye to eye, that's something we'll never see
I been dying to get you right next to me
I decided this just can't be right
Made me rethink my life
No I don't feel alright
And it's much deeper than the surface something's broken inside

Always so wrong, guess I'll never stop searching
Heartbroken need me a surgeon
Looking for something I feel like its urgent
Just tell me you love me in person
Feeling so down I just say I'm ok when I know I'm lying
I don't think that it's working
I just started living day by day
I gave up being perfect
And I keep looking for something
I know I'll find it
And you know im honest
But you think that I been lying
And Im just afraid that sometimes
They hear me crying
I just want you to myself
Baby I won't stop trying



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Writer(s): Jake Gordon
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