Nothing For Me

Don't wanna turn the lights out
I Keep running, hope I'm outta sight now
Can't sleep every night how
Do I go on like this
I just keep my head up
Shawty tweaking everyday since I met her
I'm not there yet I'm just tryna be better
And she gon run off with my heart if I let her
And I let her
And I hate how I gave up
Ran away just blaming everything on bad luck
And it's funny cause I really thought I had ya
Even thought it after every time I messed up
Tryna clean my mess up
Always ending up stuck
Alway fighting for no reason
You so stuck up
Broke my heart into a million pieces
No it's crushed up
Tryna tread the water but I'm feeling like my heart sunk, yeah

And I thank you for everything
Even though you did nothing for me
I keep trying to spread my wings
Hope when you leave you don't just ignore me

Take some time if you wanna get your head right
Take some time before you run into the headlights
Take your time, yeah, everything will be fine
It'll be fine (Yeah!)

Ready set go
I'm making my way out
Can't take it no more
I'm everything she hates now
Falling so slow
Failing to escape now
Just wanna go home
I really hate this fake town
And I'm falling for you
And before you go I need to tell you the truth
I wish I could take it slow
But I missed every cue
Please just tell me how you know
I wish I had a clue
But I guess I'm kinda clueless
I been really trying don't know how to do this
Some day I'll learn how to live life right to the fullest
And girl I'm fragile, somehow I thought you knew this
Thought you knew this
Take a step back from inhibition
Think I lost my intuition
Hope it all comes to fruition
Listen when I say
If it's not love we'll find a new edition
Can't rely on premonition
No one wants to break tradition
Just tryna use what I'm given

And I thank you for everything
Even though you did nothing for me
I keep trying to spread my wings
Hope when you leave you don't just ignore me
And your friends told me everything
How many times have I said I'm sorry
And I've moved on to better things
But if you ever need me please just call me

Let's make a toast
Take it in for a second
We're always wondering what's next
And never take in the present
Trying to do my best
Take a moment to check in
I been trying and trying
To send out a message
You're never there for me
Should I be there for you
And now you're telling me
That you been trying too
I thought I missed my chance
I felt so miserable
It's kinda clear to see
I'm really into you
Hold up I'm taking my chance imma blow up
I know it just look at the way that im rolling
The coldest, im coughing they think I got Covid
I know imma make it I'm shooting like kobe
Like fadeaway
Feeling like Annie i know your loves only a day away
Hate to say
Feeling so misunderstood like they don't even get me, yeah
I see the look in your eyes you been trying to catch me
Feeling like DC the Don, gotta come and arrest me
Seeing you out every night, girl I swear you stress me
Hold on to something I can't see this is getting messy
Look in the mirror and all I see is the best me
Yeah yeah
Darling you are the only exception
I got new scars from all of your weapons
Going too far just to learn my lesson
Made it so hard to just get a breathe in
And I'm waiting
For the good things I was promised in a daydream
Going faster everyday who am I racing?
Sometimes I just wanna give up they always hating
Why they hating

And I thank you for everything
Even though you did nothing for me
I keep trying to spread my wings
Hope when you leave you don't just ignore me

And I'm telling my story imma tell it my way
Where I'm supposed to be feels like it's not too far away
Uh yeah turning all the lights down
Lemme put on my crown
You know I don't play yeah
Lemme get something straight
Did it all on my own no we cannot relate
Going down to New Orleans I feel like a saint
And I'm driving too fast I could never be late yeah
Crazy how people change
Gotta live to the fullest could go any day
Gotta go now I really don't think I can stay
Going up I just really don't see other ways yeah

And I thank you for everything
Even though you did nothing for me
I keep trying to spread my wings
Hope when you leave you don't just ignore me
And your friends told me everything
How many times have I said I'm sorry
And I've moved on to better things
But if you ever need me please just call me



Credits
Writer(s): Jake Gordon
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