To Them, For Me

I think I made quite the mistake
An error so bright, it blinded me
So apparent in the sky
Yet easy to avoid
Either to look away
Or it be dimmed by these sunglasses

They were left on through the frostbite of your words
But with them off now, they don't feel so cold
But I'd shun myself away to that garden shed
And let the tundra take over
But I can't wear the jackets that you would spice up

So I'll go back to the space in front of the monitors
Where time ceases to exist
Sweep the bugs back under the cracked floorboards
And though l love Isaac, I fear that I'll become him
So I just need to slow down
But my heart will flutter while my mind disintegrates
And I'll never allow myself to forget

I was so much less than what we thought
I'm not sure I'll ever forget
But I'll try to forgive myself

When I do it all again, next time with style
I'll get eaten by the worms
And escape

And that cloud will be moved
And I will be the only one to know about it
When it covers up that lover's moon
And I'll ask what I want to the satallite
Made of diamond stuff

Look in the mirror and know that I'm there
Human, for a minute

Dream of the thought that could dream about a thought
Of the room somewhere up above the trees
The branches outreaching further
And the scar to be among many others
Part of that growing tree
They are never going to fade away

I'll come to truly accept and live with it
But until then
I will be better because of you, for them

And as constant as my little dipper

In some way

Always