Subconscience: The Lucid Dream

Wake up, are you still there?
Yes, this is different, but don't be scared
I know who you are so let's be fair
Don't you remember over there?
Those hazy days you'd sit and wait
Thinking loneliness is your fate
You wanted it another way
Well, here's your chance, it's not too late

Woken up out of bed
So glad my mind's still in my head
It's different so I won't be scared
I'll ask who that man is over there
With golden chains and crooked face
I wouldn't have it a different way
I'll shoot my shot and take what I've got
I guess it's my chance, the games we play

Getting into the BMW
Before I can ask about "Who are you?"
Adrenaline rush through my veins
Tell me that I'm not okay
Not really knowing what to do
But the destination came too soon
The beautiful pain he would allude
As he's taking me up to his room

But it's just a dream
My mind is teasing me
Playing games, I never want this heart to break again
Thinking of false friends
Situations I want to do but never getting through
My brain is playing games
At the expense of my mental state
In another lucid dream
Another lucid dream
Being things I'll never be just feels right to me
Inside my head I'm crying
Played on by shut eyelids
Inside this lucid dream
Inside my lucid dreams
One day I know I'll wake up and he will be there for me
Will you be there for me?
Please be there for me
Another day of aching pain just feels shite to me
These words have no meaning
I try to find a reason
But no one talks to me
No one talks to me
No one talks to me
Life is a circus in a cardboard box

Wake up, are you still there?
I'm not like the others so don't be scared
I know your hopes are low, I guess that is fair
You're awake this time, so don't go there
Your eyes are watered from these mistakes
Subconscious mind can't hurt today
I promise I'm real and here to stay
Being bullied by your mind isn't your fate

Woken up out of bed
I hope it's not all in my head
He's different, he's not like the rest
I'm awake and can see him standing there
With golden chains and crooked face
Please do not end in the same way
It's not a lot but feelings can't be lost
It's my chance, don't die in rot

Getting into the BMW
Before I can ask about "Who are you?"
Adrenaline rush through my veins
Tell me that I'm not okay
Not really knowing what to do
But the destination came too soon
The beautiful pain he would allude
As he's taking me up to his room

But it's just a dream
My mind is teasing me
Playing games, I never want this heart to break again
Thinking of false friends
Situations I want to do but never getting through
My brain is playing games
At the expense of my mental state
In another lucid dream
Another lucid dream
Being things I'll never be just feels right to me
Inside my head I'm crying
Played on by shut eyelids
Inside this lucid dream
Inside my lucid dreams
One day I know I'll wake up and he will be there for me
Will you be there for me?
Please be there for me
Another day of aching pain just feels shite to me
These words have no meaning
I try to find a reason
But no one talks to me
No one talks to me
No one talks to me
Life is a circus in a cardboard box

Wake up, please don't be scared
I know this is strange but don't call them yet
I broke into your home but it's because I care
I can see you're distressed everywhere
Your mind's breaking with fakes you talk to
I've heard it all before, I know the score
I'll stay with you if that's okay
But I can understand why you don't trust me yet

I know you're in my head
I'm not falling for this again
I know that you're just like the rest
I'm asleep, I'll wake up alone again
Your golden chains and crooked face
Have fooled me one last time today
I'm not stupid, I won't fall for it
There is no chance, it'll all be lost

You just don't understand this time
I'll prove it then I'll make you mine
I promise it is not a lie
I see why you'd think it's disguise
You notice how I talk again?
Dreaming wouldn't make that happen
I'll pinch your skin to prove it's real life
You see, you're still awake and with me this time?

And it's not a dream
My mind's not teasing me
No more games, I'll never need this heart to break again
Talking to true friends
Situations I want to do are finally coming through
My brain won't play more games
He will finally fix my mental state
With no more lucid dreams
No more lucid dreams
Being what I thought I'd be just feels right to me
No more internal crying
Playing with open eyelids
Outside the lucid dream
Outside my lucid dreams
The day I woke up and he was there for me
Will you stay here for me?
Please stay here for me
A day without that aching pain just feels nice to me
Words finally have meaning
I listened to his reason
I've got someone to talk to me
Someone to talk to me
Someone to talk to me
Breaking out of the cardboard box