Survive

2am, I'm still awake
I barely ate
Self esteem dropped so low
It's barely great
Anyways, I'm killing time
And killing days
Separate ways played on repeat
To numb a killing ache

But you're here
And it feels like a different year
Feel like I finally know myself
A pioneer
Keeping my headphones on
In one ear
With other people I can't tell
But you're sincere

Healing me slowly
Texting you only
Feeling less lonely
Know me, wholly, solely, homie
Picture my life in colour
Rangoli
Know me closely
Talking to you, mostly

Whether it's face to space or cyberspace
The truths we share could fill every bookcase
I'll keep you safe as you do for me
And one day, we'll get to that place
We'll make a change

I don't remember
A time when I wasn't
Alive in your eyes

It's past our midnight
And they're still at twilight
We'll survive
For tonight

One and the same
We play a different game
Like what's in a name
And our claim to fame
I know you've been hurt before
I've been ignored
But for you, it's all an open door

Spamming you reels on IG
I see us sharing dark humour lightly
Tightly wound on us being single forever
And though we're married to many
The weddings were never that pricey
Crikey!
I know it's only been a month but it feels like a year
And still not enough
Singing all these songs like I'm Jigglypuff
And it's still rough, dealing with the real stuff

I know I can be heavy at times
But we fit like enzymes
On overtime, anytime
You know you enrich my life
On dark nights, love you provide
I don't need to hide

I don't remember
A time when I wasn't
Alive in your eyes

It's past our midnight
And they're still at twilight
We'll survive
For tonight

It's past our midnight
And they're still at twilight
We'll survive
For tonight