Ptsd
I know
Not everything's about me
But maybe this time I'll write a song about me
Bout my problems
Just to put it into words
Maybe into something for you just to understand my hurt
It's not simple
I have some battles with some demons
I do a lot of drugs just so i can kinda see em
But trust me
When i die it's my fault
Nobody else to blame
I battle with the PTSD
The drug addiction's problematic but I'll put that on me
I think my brain has no idea what it's doing to me
I'm falling down to pieces, I'm falling down to pieces
Everybody always telling me that I could make it big
Everybody tryna tell me that i need to quit
The drug abuse and bad habits and that stupid bitch
And my response always goes just a bit like this
Cause if you were like me you'd do the same shit that I do
You call me weak, I call me strong because I keep on pushing through
I see a peak that i can't climb and i still do it out of fear
Cause if I ever stop this running I think I might disappear
So let's take this to a situation of imagination
You call me an abomination, I call it domination
I deal with problems that you couldn't even have as a nightmare
I deal with bullshit that's my life story right there
And you don't believe it
Look me in the eyes and you will probably start to see it
I lost my best-friend, lost my twin flame, losing everything I know
I lost her knife, I lost my soul, I think it's time for me to go
I know
Not everything's about me
But maybe this time I'll write a song about me
Bout my problems
Just to put it into words
Maybe into something for you just to understand my hurt
I know
Not everything's about me
But maybe this time I'll write a song about me
Bout my problems
Just to put it into words
Maybe into something for you just to understand my hurt
It's not simple
I have some battles with some demons
I do a lot of drugs just so I can kinda see em
But trust me
When i die it's my fault
Nobody else to blame
I battle with the PTSD
The drug addiction's problematic but i'll put that on me
I think my brain has no idea what it's doing to me
I'm falling down to pieces, I'm falling down to pieces
JJ fuck I miss you it's as simple as it gets
This void inside my chest it hurts me and it feels like massive debt
And I cannot get it right cause every-time the panic sets
I'm back right where i started and i always get this passive tense
Why you keep abusing drugs?
Cause maybe it's relief and I'm just slowly giving up?
Fuck anything a motherfucker has to say
I don't listen to my parents. Why would I listen to your hate?
I know
Not everything's about me
But maybe this time I'll write a song about me
Bout my problems
Just to put it into words
Maybe into something for you just to understand my hurt
It's not simple
I have some battles with some demons
I do a lot of drugs just so I can kinda see em
But trust me
When I die it's my fault
Nobody else to blame
I battle with the PTSD
The drug addiction's problematic but i'll put that on me
I think my brain has no idea what it's doing to me
I'm falling down to pieces, I'm falling down to pieces
Not everything's about me
But maybe this time I'll write a song about me
Bout my problems
Just to put it into words
Maybe into something for you just to understand my hurt
It's not simple
I have some battles with some demons
I do a lot of drugs just so i can kinda see em
But trust me
When i die it's my fault
Nobody else to blame
I battle with the PTSD
The drug addiction's problematic but I'll put that on me
I think my brain has no idea what it's doing to me
I'm falling down to pieces, I'm falling down to pieces
Everybody always telling me that I could make it big
Everybody tryna tell me that i need to quit
The drug abuse and bad habits and that stupid bitch
And my response always goes just a bit like this
Cause if you were like me you'd do the same shit that I do
You call me weak, I call me strong because I keep on pushing through
I see a peak that i can't climb and i still do it out of fear
Cause if I ever stop this running I think I might disappear
So let's take this to a situation of imagination
You call me an abomination, I call it domination
I deal with problems that you couldn't even have as a nightmare
I deal with bullshit that's my life story right there
And you don't believe it
Look me in the eyes and you will probably start to see it
I lost my best-friend, lost my twin flame, losing everything I know
I lost her knife, I lost my soul, I think it's time for me to go
I know
Not everything's about me
But maybe this time I'll write a song about me
Bout my problems
Just to put it into words
Maybe into something for you just to understand my hurt
I know
Not everything's about me
But maybe this time I'll write a song about me
Bout my problems
Just to put it into words
Maybe into something for you just to understand my hurt
It's not simple
I have some battles with some demons
I do a lot of drugs just so I can kinda see em
But trust me
When i die it's my fault
Nobody else to blame
I battle with the PTSD
The drug addiction's problematic but i'll put that on me
I think my brain has no idea what it's doing to me
I'm falling down to pieces, I'm falling down to pieces
JJ fuck I miss you it's as simple as it gets
This void inside my chest it hurts me and it feels like massive debt
And I cannot get it right cause every-time the panic sets
I'm back right where i started and i always get this passive tense
Why you keep abusing drugs?
Cause maybe it's relief and I'm just slowly giving up?
Fuck anything a motherfucker has to say
I don't listen to my parents. Why would I listen to your hate?
I know
Not everything's about me
But maybe this time I'll write a song about me
Bout my problems
Just to put it into words
Maybe into something for you just to understand my hurt
It's not simple
I have some battles with some demons
I do a lot of drugs just so I can kinda see em
But trust me
When I die it's my fault
Nobody else to blame
I battle with the PTSD
The drug addiction's problematic but i'll put that on me
I think my brain has no idea what it's doing to me
I'm falling down to pieces, I'm falling down to pieces
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Writer(s): Kendric Scoles, Prod H3
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