Will This Ever

I feel trapped
Is my soul a prison
How can living, feel so empty
But then there's the light
Even when it shines through the darkness
My desire turns away from it
For the darkness has become home
The fear of hope
To just crash down again
The void has become home
I see the light
My arms reach out for release
That's when your spirit renews me
The power to keep moving forward
I fear the downfall of my human nature
But even still, your grace is greater
My fear, thick as steal
Even so, your still greater
Will this ever
Will this ever fade away forever
Yes it will, yes it will
I don't wanna deal with it
Never
Just have to believe, just have to believe
It's not good to be alone when your sad
To be alone when your mad
We get in trouble
Sometimes double
It's okay, It's okay, you can do it
Felt like time was going
So slowly
No motivation to get out of bed
This anxiety making me overthink again
The monsters and been inside my head
Become apart of me
Other people don't see
Cuz they can't see infrared
These emotions are sad and depressing
People hurt me again
Want to keep caring
But sometimes to much to keep expressing
Don't go back to depression
It's a big hole full of aggression
Will this ever
Fade away forever
The creator in the sky
Is willing to help you
Just have to believe again
I see the light, I see the light
I see the light, I see the light
I see the light, I see the light
I see
Just believe