Recover

Yo, I had to recover from all the shit that I've gone through
I suffered depression that I rediscovered a couple years ago
That I had to get up this year
And make more shit before I forget how to rap
Like I need to snap out of it and don't sweat it
That maybe this summer I'd make a mixtape
A lot of people be saying cap when that word is dumb as fuck
Back when I was Chungus
I got some Chuck comments that I should tell them to suck a dick
Chuck could be a bitch like my enemies
He should use a rubber with Caden Himes

So muthafuckas worry about me when I have anxiety but worse yet
My education level is failing but that doesn't mean I'm dumb
Because I have a curse on myself with a little of explanation
Which is I have lack of encouragement since 3rd grade
I do have an operation which is dropping verses in my rap songs
But I rehearse on them before I record them

Sometimes I have these suicidal thoughts
After getting picked on by getting kicked in real life
Like currently, you think you can trick me?
Fuck that, you ain't slick enough to try that on me, but better yet
I will hit you with a brick
I should tell these pricks to go stick something in their asses
At least I ain't part of the dumb app TikTok
But even if I'm sick
I would still do rap like I don't care if the verses has my cracking voice or not
All that matters on how I write shit before recording them

So muthafuckas worry about me when I have anxiety but worse yet
My education level is failing but that doesn't mean I'm dumb
Because I have a curse on myself with a little of explanation
Which is I have lack of encouragement since 3rd grade
I do have an operation which is dropping vs in my rap songs
But I rehearse on them before I

I think I should be the one who might have a crush on someone
Like am I finna rush it? (Nah)
I'd wait til the end of the year
Am I nervous to ask? (Kinda)
but if I did now
It would defeat the purpose of the brand of a guy like me
I should put fear in itself
I'd tell them to shut the fuck up if they hear a name
They'll demand me to ask her number
wait, was I trying to be funny like the woop woop, like curly
I planned this all along
I should stand and clear my throat and say
"Don't make me blush, okay?"

So muthafuckas worry about me when I have anxiety but worse yet
My education level is failing but that doesn't mean I'm dumb
Because I have a curse on myself with a little of explanation
Which is I have lack of encouragement since 3rd grade
I do have an operation which is dropping verses in my rap songs
But I rehearse on them before I record them

Alright, I guess it's over
Shout out to Anderson Island Entertainment
Tyler Clarkson
Wade Simmelink I think
Next Big Thing, even though I didn't collab yet
Hell maybe Bentley
Let's go!