Healing In Reverse (Live)

My life's been stuck on repeat
Since July 15th
All I think is you

Do you know the ways you have hurt me?
You think I'm crazy
But what are you?

Another stupid song, thought writing had done its job
But maybe it just hurt you
I never meant to

I have to make excuses
Find what happened and trace it back to me
I'm counting sheep
She's got me healing in reverse

Thought I had no tears left for you
But what I put you through has got me tracing all the steps

I know the ways I have hurt you, too
There's a balance that is so removed
And it's not finished yet

It might be you
Are all I have
To know I'm not pretending
And I know I'm not pretending, but
It might be you
You're all I have
The only concrete evidence
To know she's who she says she is, yeah

It's bigger than you
But it seems to me that I always lose
When I say how I feel it's evil
But I don't trust myself if I'm not a billion people
No, it's not a billion people
It's only you
It's only you
Healing in reverse

I've found someone who makes me happy
And I'm going to allow myself to fall
You wreck the world by looking at me
I'm finished with it all

I don't know why you ask me to clear the air
Then set it all on fire
Now I'm emotional over dead girl on a pedestal
I don't want you to waste my time
You know I overanalyze
It makes sense, you've got me healing in reverse
But it's temporary, healing in reverse

I'm not gonna say that I won't feel this way
Again, six months down the line
But if I do, it'll be on me
'Cause I know that she can take it in its time