Emotional (Live)

Someone looked me in the eyes today
Didn't know she was looking at a broken girl
That turquoise view realigned my world

I didn't know how lost I was
Until it hit the stage
Doesn't smile like she used to
She was such a light
Lips are turning at the corners
I hope she's all right

I haven't felt like myself since
I don't even remember
Why can't I fight like I used to
Right through every single
Call out and self doubt
My mind is full
Of so much shit
And I'm so damn emotional

They don't know me
But he knows me well
I can't get out of my fucking head
No right answers now
In these shades of red

Endless mess of mind decay
When I think about myself
But it's fine 'cause I'm growing
I deserve to heal
Try to cover it up nicely
Have to fit the ideal

I haven't felt like myself since
I don't even remember
Why can't I fight like I used to
Right through every single
Call out and self doubt
My mind is full
Of so much shit
And I'm so damn emotional

I wanna know who I am, I wanna be mine
Don't wanna fake that I mean it when I say I'm fine

'Cause I haven't felt like myself since
I don't even remember
Why can't I fight like I used to
Right through every single
Call out and self doubt
My mind is full
Of so much shit
And I'm so damn emotional