Wait, It Gets Worse!

It's the temple
I just write how I feel
And I got no rhyme or reason
I'm just hoping I heal
I've been dealing with some demons
While perusing the field
And all these people wanna see me
I'm just hoping they're real
I need a warm embrace
My head hurts
I can barely feel my face
Staring at the moon
While I reflect and make a change
Every bone inside my body
Telling me the way
But I stay there and stay scared
Of altering my fate
The weight that's on my shoulders
People sharing stories of their pain
I internalize don't know who's there for me
It's the weight of the world
I just pray 'til the mourning
And that karma will come
I've made mistakes and I'm worried
What my future will bring
What my children will sing
And the woman I'll marry and
What my parents will think
The music I'll make and
All the hearts that I've chinked
And the man I'll become and
All the values I'll bring

I've been dealing with the death of my friend
The loss of my love
And how these bad thoughts of
Depression won't end
I've met some beautiful people and
Those I'll never forget
I've had my heart shattered
Fragments of the past in my chest
Ima walking contradiction
But a man nonetheless
I want to make the others smile
When my life is a mess
I'm not the most religious but
I'll be the first to confess
I spill my heart through all these words
You see the blood in the text
I use my feet to cross the river
Towards the life that I lead
Use my brain to make decisions
Of where I wanna be
Use my hands to craft an art
That only I'd ever bring
I use my tears to water seeds
To make me wiser and breathe
It's the human experience
I welcome everybody to my mind
Understand the kind players
And field you're in
All the pain that I'm dealing with
With every flow and song that I make
I'm really hoping that you all feeling this



Credits
Writer(s): Jadon Carroll
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