Conversations With Your Past Self

I gotta work on being honest
But lately, it's been getting hard
I'm tryna write a song but
I'm afraid of how they'll take it all
Stop motion how I see
And I don't want to get involved
With anything I need and
How I'm bleeding for some different form
Words that you told me
These feelings that are growing
How you left me for a another and
How I cannot just get over
It's been five years
I'm reading in your captions how your focused
Saw a picture on your sister's profile
While I was scrolling
Got me thinking 'bout them other days
When we sneak to catch the bus
They saw us couple ways and
You and I would laugh it up
Been here through the toughest times
Spare change between both of us
People hand us food cause
They be thinking that we homeless
I be trying to find the answers
In the smallest moments
I be tryna crack the code
That's not easily broken
While I'm happy that you
Found your partner and it's over
Seems I'm finding everything
That I'm needing except closure
But I think I'm getting closer
I hope I'm getting closer
Yeah
You said that you hate me and
You wish my life was over
And I cannot get those words
So easily off my shoulders

I'm looking for some closure
But we are different people
When I see my reflection
I'm hearing you call me evil
I'm seeing all the times I made you cry
When I was see through
But let's not forget the fact
That the blame for our split was equal
All the times I call
You never pick up cause you're out with him
All the times you told me
Not to worry cause he's just a friend
I remember when you said you liked him
And it made me sick
I knew he was just trying to fuck
He knew of our relationship
Tears falling down your face
You're saying that your heart's with me
Overwhelming thoughts and
It's so much just to take it in
Flashing how I made you laugh
And this is how it's ought to be
Tears falling down your face
You left me to go stay with him
Yeah