Why Is My Trauma a Joke?

Why is my trauma a joke
I ain't even figured it out
Panic attacks in my house
All the pain that I have buried
Is begging to shout
This is not good for my soul
Hopeless and destined to drown
I saw the clearest of visions
Physically sick on the couch
I see your eyes every evening
Sweat and then wake up
From the heavy breathing
I feel a weight on my chest
But it won't go away cause
I don't got all the reasons
I am a mess
Victim of circumstance
I see you I'm seizing
I want the worst for you
I really pray that you stop breathing

What is the reason
What is the reason
What is the reason
What is the reason
What is the reason
What is the reason
What is the reason
What is the reason

Yeah, Yeah
Jadon you changed
Don't even recognize
Only your name
You brought a smile to faces
Now the only thing that
I always hear is the hate
You had the brokest of hearts
But I don't believe that's your fate
I don't believe that's your place
Manifest all of the bullshit you see every day
She left your heart in the waste
She made you cry every day
Think of wisdom you gained
She made you harbor pain
Won't apologize for a thing
I know what I'm saying
You should be proud that here
Everything you are she ain't
The lord to thank
You went through that like a champ
You went through that like a king
It's worth it the pain
Yeah

It's worth it the pain
It's worth it the pain
It's worth it the pain
It's worth it the pain
What am I saying
What am I saying
It's worth it the pain
What am I saying
What am I saying



Credits
Writer(s): Jadon Carroll
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