What If I Still Miss You?

Yesterday wasn't my best
I cried in CVS
I was just buying cornflakes
Got me thinking 'bout your place
Eating cereal with a fork
No spoons left in the drawers
All that mess in your kitchen
Stupid, this stuff I'm missing

But nothing hurts like you were almost
Almost perfectly mine, 'til you weren't

What if I'm always in some type of love?
With your old front door and the way that we laughed
'Til we fell on the floor crying out tears
What if I still miss you in a year?
When you don't remember how we used to talk
When you'd tell me I was all you'd ever want
You'll be out with your friends, I'll be right here
What if I still miss you in a year?
You were almost perfectly mine

You still hang out in my dreams
Just come and go as you please
Don't you think it's obnoxious?
To still be in my subconscious

And I could try not to let you stay
But every day leaves a little trace
One stray hair in the laundry
You find your way to taunt me

What if I'm always in some type of love?
With your old front door and the way that we laughed
'Til we fell on the floor crying out tears
What if I still miss you in a year?
When you don't remember how we used to talk
When you'd tell me I was all you'd ever want
You'll be out with your friends, I'll be right here
What if I still miss you in a year?

Or two
When you're happy with somebody new
'Cause you outgrew
All the things that I'm still holding on to
Like shouting down the hallway
To your bedroom walls
Funny how I'm missing things I don't miss at all

What if I'm always in some type of love?
With everything you were and everything I was

What if I'm always in some type of love?
With your old front door and the way that we'd laugh
'Til we fell on the floor crying out tears
What if I still miss you in a year?
When you don't remember how we used to talk
When you'd tell me I was all you'd ever want
You'll be out with your friends, I'll be right here
What if I still miss you in a year?
You were almost perfectly mine