Carnage

I didn't mean to make you hurt
Guess it's hard for me to tell you
I can't put it into words
Used to be the one you'd turn to
And then we put in the dirt
I thought everything was fail proof
Now I know what I deserve
So I know I don't deserve you
I didn't mean to make you hurt
Guess it's hard for me to tell you
I can't put it into words
Used to be the one you'd turn to
And then we put in the dirt
I thought everything was fail proof
Now I know what I deserve
So I know I don't deserve you
After all that shit carnage wish I never felt a thing
Always feeling like we had it but we lost it every day
Think it's time for something better better
Time for me to look away
So we never ever
Gotta take that path again nah

It's been a long time coming if I'm being real witcha'
I don't feel the same at all when I'm sitting here witcha'
All the smiles they been gone these don't look like real pictures
I been colder than I thought, hate to seal the deal witcha' but
You and I can't go no more
Mutual in that I know
Seen the way you acting out in public when I'm back at home
Tried to make it work but you the kryptonite to all my bones
Sick of telling stories bout our failures so I write em all

I didn't mean to make you hurt
Guess it's hard for me to tell you
I can't put it into words
Used to be the one you'd turn to
And then we put in the dirt
I thought everything was fail proof
Now I know what I deserve
So I know I don't deserve you
I didn't mean to make you hurt
Guess it's hard for me to tell you
I can't put it into words
Used to be the one you'd turn to
And then we put in the dirt
I thought everything was fail proof
Now I know what I deserve
So I know I don't deserve you
After all that shit carnage wish I never felt a thing
Always feeling like we had it but we lost it every day
Think it's time for something better better
Time for me to look away
So we never ever
Gotta take that path again nah

But hold up wait a second let me go and clear the air
When I say I don't deserve you means I don't deserve despair
For the tenth time, I was knocked down, and I know you don't care
So that's less time imma give you, imma do me no sharing
Had to do us both a favor you don't owe me don't you worry
Now, the ice up on my shoulder gonna be colder than Mcflurries
Way you did me, put me under, shit was gutter, hella, dirty
Leaves me wondering, what happened, where'd the time go is it buried?

I didn't mean to make you hurt
Guess it's hard for me to tell you
I can't put it into words
Used to be the one you'd turn to
And then we put in the dirt
I thought everything was fail proof
Now I know what I deserve
So I know I don't deserve you
I didn't mean to make you hurt
Guess it's hard for me to tell you
I can't put it into words
Used to be the one you'd turn to
And then we put in the dirt
I thought everything was fail proof
Now I know what I deserve
So I know I don't deserve you
After all that shit carnage wish I never felt a thing
Always feeling like we had it but we lost it every day
Think it's time for something better better
Time for me to look away
So we never ever
Gotta take that path again nah