tonight

Tonight by myself I'm getting high
So I can try to feel alright inside
No lies I'mma die from the pain in my mind
Suicide or get high everyday that's my life

I be laying down and be thinking about
How my drinking clouds my thought's flaking out
My mind's racing now filled with pain and shouts
About to shake and howl need to erase them out
All these thoughts inside I wanna stop and cry
I done lost my mind I am not ok
Feelings locked away drugs I bought today
Help me not want to die that is why I ought to be high

Tonight by myself I'm getting high
So I can try to feel alright inside
No lies I'mma die from the pain in my mind
Suicide or get high everyday that's my life

I been seeing stars my mind's feeling charred
I been sneaking bars swallowing them's hard
'Cause I been fiending hard been numbing since the start
My mouth's been leaking words I do not think them first
I took a Xan or two feel like the man on the moon
I need a hand to choose which drugs I should have and do
I cannot stand I'm a fool this the last strand I'mma puke
When I'm on them no suicidal plans do I view

Tonight by myself I'm getting high
So I can try to feel alright inside
No lies I'mma die from the pain in my mind
Suicide or get high everyday that's my life



Credits
Writer(s): Connor Rivard
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