alone

I'm all alone with my sorrow
My life's a joke feeling real low
Suicidal with oxycodone
Can't live no more time to overdose
Lie on the floor pills go down my throat
I've lost my hope I cannot cope
So many woes deep in my soul
All by my lonesome it's time to go

It's time to go I know I'm so
Sad and alone life's so wild
One day your whole next thing you know you can't hold
Yourself up I'm so fucked I ain't none
Got to get numb pop something to feel nothing
This cough syrup I double cup it don't fucking
Help can you tell I'm living in hell
By myself with these pills nothing I do helps mellow
Me out I'm on the ground crying now
Like a clown that's feeling down I'm about
To end it wow when I was a child I never thought I would drown
In my emotions I need more potions to keep me floating
I been dozing from the drugs I'm doing you know I been throwing
Opportunities in the ocean I been hoping I'll soon be losing
My life thoughts of suicide run all through my mind
All the time that's why I speak in rhymes and get high

I'm all alone with my sorrow
My life's a joke feeling real low
Suicidal with oxycodone
Can't live no more time to overdose
Lie on the floor pills go down my throat
I've lost my hope I cannot cope
So many woes deep in my soul
All by my lonesome it's time to go

I cry oh why do I have this strife
In my life in my mind I'm losing my
Self tonight soon I'll die then I'll feel alright
As I'm smoking I'm sad knowing that I'm not joking
Heart open knives poking it as I'm choking
From the toking I should be slowing down but I'm going
All out 'cause throughout my life I've only known doubt
Head filled with shouts voices can't get them out so I cry and pout
I need to yell my mind's feeling like jell it's locked in a cell
My mind is hostile but with rhymes I excel spitting them like they be spells
Making me feel a bit better but really I am not well
Don't have no luck I'm just a bum that be taking my drugs
Till I throw up my life it sucks time to hit the blunt
It's time to chug on that Robituss just fucking 'cause
I am alone no one to call my own I do not condone
This lifestyle's prone to make you get stoned and feel like you ain't got no home

I'm all alone with my sorrow
My life's a joke feeling real low
Suicidal with oxycodone
Can't live no more time to overdose
Lie on the floor pills go down my throat
I've lost my hope I cannot cope
So many woes deep in my soul
All by my lonesome it's time to go



Credits
Writer(s): Connor Rivard
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