Panic Attack Thoughts

I have a lot of nightmares
But I rarely ever sleep
And when I dream of you
The memories they cut so deep
Why did you have to leave this world and leave me all alone
You were an unhappy girl
I loved you from skin to bone

When you took your life away
You took mine along with it
My old scars are now wounds
And now I'm in need of stitches
We used to watch the walking dead
Now I've become a walking dead
I lay alone inside this bed
And now you will not leave my head

I am so tired of all of this hurt
Tie me up with some wire throw me into the dirt
Lay me breathless in this deep dark hole
And take my life but please just leave my soul

Now I beat myself up
Over something I couldn't stop
I'll get closer to the edge
Until my body finally drops
I'm scared of meeting new people because there's a chance that they
Will be like you and give up on me and only run away

I was a sad boy
When I saw you I wasn't scared
But now that you're gone
I no longer feel aware
All this time I can't believe
I ever thought that you cared
So now I lay in bed
And think about the memories we shared

I have a lot of nightmares
But I rarely ever sleep
And when I dream of you
The memories they cut so deep
Why did you have to leave this world and leave me all alone
You were an unhappy girl
I loved you from skin to bone