4Am

Yeah, yeah
I wear my heart on my sleeve
If you don't love me just leave
I can't keep this shit round me
Been waiting too long for the come up
Waiting for the money to run up
I have to get all my funds up
I been in dark dark dark places
Been through some dark dark dark phases
Had man turn backs and then call me slime
I'm not okay but I'll say I'm fine
I'm lying I'm holding it in
I got no choice but to win
Shit can't get under my skin
I been through shit and it's changed up my vision
Ain't lost my faith but I'm lost with religion
God please forgive me, I'm tired of sinning
I could have been dead or stuck in a prison

4am, got bags under my eyes
Smoke clouds in the sky
Cried so many times
But it's alright
Chose this path to climb
I'm still in my prime
Yeah yeah
Learnt how to survive
So this my time to shine, yeah
4am, got bags under my eyes
Smoke clouds in the sky
Cried so many times
But it's alright
Chose this path to climb
I'm still in my prime
Yeah yeah
Learnt how to survive
So this my time to shine, yeah

I'm so damaged by my past, it's just scarred me
There were times when I thought no one really loved me
So I just smoked the pain away
Saved all my tears for rainy days
Felt like my soul faded away
So I just closed my eyes and prayed
I could just stick to the script
That ain't how I wanna live
I used to dream about drip
Now I wanna steer the ship
I lost it and I made it back
I'm so blessed and that's a fact
They always thought I was wack
Now I'm ahead of the pack
Oh-oh

Yeah man I've been doing this shit for over a decade
Been through a lot
Seen a lot
Heard a lot
Given into vices way more times than I'd like to admit
But, I guess I'm holding it together
You feel me?