No Sleep

Came up from bottom and I still ain't at the top of this shit
So much pain in my heart, see the scars on my fist
Think the only way to heal is some ice on my neck
All I know is how to grind, I ain't had no assists, yeah
I'm really from the mud
I stay awake reminiscing how it was
I'm out here sipping yak just to feel a buzz
I'm fighting demons in my sleep I'm waking up
I can't control myself
They gon tie me to a bed
I'm so fucked up in the head
I close my eyes I'm seeing red
I'm tryna save me from myself
I can't take care of my health
All I think about is death
I feel like I'm inside hell
I've come to terms with my addiction
I'm abusing my prescription
How'd I get in this position?
Yeah yeah

Suicidal thoughts in my head
Sitting up at night thinking how I'll make my bread
Thinking that I'm better off dead
Suffering from anxiety, I'm running out of breath
I got hella drugs in my system
In my mind I feel like I'm in prison
I ain't had a good nights rest in 5 years
Paranoid, I ain't getting no sleep

Loneliness got me tweaking, I been battling demons
Thinking how I'm gonna die, I got too many reasons
I been drowning in my sorrows yeah this shit got me weakened
I've been digging my own grave and it keeps getting deeper
Yeah I hate it coz it's fucking up my life
I been struggling to survive
Having nightmares every night
Yeah it's fucked up
And I need help coz I'm losing myself
I can't get through to myself
What will I do to myself, yeah?
I been battling my own issues by myself
Coz no one helps a man in need
We expected to protect all our loved ones
But who's the one that's gon save me?
Yeah, I might just bottle it inside even tho I know it won't help me
Is there anybody out there?
Is there anyone who can tell me why there's

Suicidal thoughts in my head
Sitting up at night thinking how I'll make my bread
Thinking that I'm better off dead
Suffering from anxiety, I'm running out of breath
I got hella drugs in my system
In my mind I feel like I'm in prison
I ain't had a good nights rest in 5 years
Paranoid, I ain't getting no sleep, yeah



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