2 things

Six months ago I sat on this couch
Entirely unbearably alone
Two days ago my therapist said
She can't believe how much I've grown
(How much have I grown this time?)
(How much have I grown this time?)

I'm figuring out how to have friends
You might think at twenty-four I'd know
But I'm just now accepting the concept
That I don't always love to be so alone
(I don't always have to be so alone)
(I don't always have to be so alone)

I can hold two things at once
And I can feel okay with not feeling okay (okay!)
I can take care of myself
At least much more (so much more)
Than I could before

I'm not more mature and I don't want to be
I just know now who's allowed to see the real me
I don't need to waste so much time
Trying to make myself heard when you're not listening
(You don't even know me)
(You don't even know me)

I've learned to accept all of the things
Determined to never go my way
I don't dwell on the past, that's a lie
I do but I know now that nothing will ever stay the same
(And that's okay)
And that's okay
(And that's okay)

'Cause I can hold two things at once
And I can feel okay with not feeling okay (okay!)
I can take care of myself
At least much more (so much more)
Than I could before

I am the best parent I could've asked for
I am my best friend
I'm the cutest most thoughtful girlfriend I've ever had
And holy shit, I can make myself laugh

I am the best parent I could've asked for
I am my best friend
I'm the cutest most thoughtful girlfriend I've ever had
And I sometimes even know how to help me when I'm sad
Yeah, I sometimes even know how to help me when I'm sad

I can hold two things at once
And I can feel okay with not feeling okay (okay!)
I can take care of myself
At least so much more (so much more!)
Than I could before

I am holding two things at once
And I'm not okay (okay?)
But that's still okay (okay!)
I am taking care of myself
And I am learning more every single day
(Every single day)
(Every single day)
(Every single day)
(Every single day)