Anemone

I woke up today, honestly I feel exhausted
Stayed up all night I nearly lost it
Check on my phone nobody called it
I don't pick up though so I guess it's karmic
Gotta roll up out of bed and get it started
I won't waste the day again today I promise
Too much I'm chasing but I ain't no alcoholic
I miss all of the homies I got in Brockton
But I don't grab the phone enough to call them awkward

Move it move it ain't nothing to it but do it right
If you pursue it the movement will be the truest right
Well I'm tryna ranch it in a mansion with the bluest skies
With the homies while we only living out our coolest lives
This shit is shit do or die
You either living out a dream or you compromise
I don't want that to be me so i strategize
But it's hard to play tactician when obstacles block vision
I moved cross the country to get what I wanted
But it went sideways like an 8 sideways
Now i spend my days in cycle I regret
Looking for a break or button to reset
Now my ideas drip like faucet
I'm hoping the end justifies what the cost is
I went to bed last night feeling lost and

I woke up today, honestly I feel exhausted
Stayed up all night I nearly lost it
Check on my phone nobody called it
I don't pick up though so I guess it's karmic
Gotta roll up out of bed and get it started
I won't waste the day again today I promise
Too much I'm chasing but I ain't no alcoholic
I miss all of the homies I got in Brockton
But I don't grab the phone enough to call them awkward

I even went back to my past imagine that
All the things I thought I passed were holding me captive
The drivers in the back were making me crash
But I gotta do the dash gotta use up all my gas
I ain't tryna be the last one up out the city
Gotta make sure that the vision turn into the life I'm living
I ain't tryna see a ceiling do you feel me
The ceiling crashing then it turns into the limits
Can't believe it but i know it's right there homie
I can see it and it's all so clear homie
Then the bad days come in the boy turns shut in
The phone start buzzing but no one's calling
I spent last week feeling applauded
I spent the last month feeling like a fraud and
I spent the last year feeling so lost then
I woke up today honestly i feel exhausted

I woke up today, honestly I feel exhausted
Stayed up all night I nearly lost it
Check on my phone nobody called it
I don't pick up though so I guess it's karmic
Gotta roll up out of bed and get it started
I won't waste the day again today I promise
Too much I'm chasing but I ain't no alcoholic
I miss all of the homies I got in Brockton
But I don't grab the phone enough to call them awkward