Trauma Roulette

As the Summer turns to fall
My heart breaks for the 6th time in a year
What's the point in loving anybody
When they all turn out exactly how you feared
Fall in love with an abuser
Become best friends with a narcissist
We're always playing trauma roulette
Every time we choose to trust someone again

No I'm not the type to hide
But at this point I'm fucking terrified of everyone I meet
So I'll stay inside
Locked away from all the evil in this city where I used to feel at home

They're always saying all the right things
To get you feeling like with them you're safe and sound
Start to tear down all the walls you built
Just to remind you why you put them up at all
It always falls apart eventually
Why even bother honestly
Everyone you care for has a skeleton
And there's evil underneath

No I'm not the type to hide
But at this point I'm fucking terrified of everyone I meet
So I'll stay inside
Locked away from all the evil in this city where I used to feel at home

So don't call me
Don't leave me a message
Cause the ability
To love and be loved is a curse and not a blessing

They'll cause you harm then gaslight you about it
Another game of Trauma Roulette
I'm never gonna trust no one again

No I'm not the type to hide
But at this point I'm fucking terrified of everyone I meet
So I'll stay inside
Locked away from all the evil in this city where I used to feel at home



Credits
Writer(s): Ocean Demarco
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