Characters (In My Mind)

I'm feeling the weight
Don't how much I could take
I'm put on the spot
I'm trying to bounce, they want to eat
But I'm the one with the plates
I ain't ok, feel like KO
We wasn't set
I feel I'm in debt, never forget
How hard do I got to rep
With my chest, inhale and ex
Try to explain, way too complex
Got a glove on me, trying to help alleviate press
The pressure
But shoot they don't care, they just want a show
Go with a bang
Is it me or my character, who really knows?

Too much time in my mind
I be trying to hide
How I'm feeling inside
I can't even lie
Do you love me or my disguise?
Too much time in my mind
I be trying to hide
How I'm feeling inside
I can't even lie
Do you love me or my disguise?

I can't tell if they in love with my character
Or just one of my characters
It seem like I just been putting in work
And everyone else the inheritors
They say the more the merrier
But I just been putting up barriers
Many times I put up a front
Should've been real from the jump

They going to come when they see that I'm up
I never smoke but I'm keeping it blunt
I had to walk, now I got to run
Everyone act like I do this for fun

Seeing my value, yeah I need my funds
Fundamentals, had to look in the mirror
Certain things that I tried to shun
Never left, just bigger than when they begun

Women in my life say I spent too much time
Inside of my head, inside of my mind
Nowadays, I
I'm upping my price, everyone look so surprised
I don't like wasting my money
Imagine how I feel about wasting my time

On you, can't believe I'm even wasting a rhyme
I'm trying make my dollars
Can't be stressed over a dime
Got to keep my head down
I just been on my grind
God told me it ain't worth it
Giving the pearls to the swine

Too much time in my mind
I be trying to hide
How I'm feeling inside
I can't even lie
Do you love me or my disguise?
Too much time in my mind
I be trying to hide
How I'm feeling inside
I can't even lie
Do you love me or my disguise?

Do you love me or my disguise?
I ain't like the other guys
Certain things it just ain't suit me
So I had to cut some ties
Play a character just for you
I look you right in your eyes
While I'm front of the mic
Performing, I'm hoping the people would like

But I just be tired
People not knowing my pain
As long as I perform for whoever
And leaving them all entertained
I know I'm mainly to blame but
Its just part of the game
This what I signed up for
So who am I to complain?



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Johnson
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