I've Walked Alone

I won't ever change
Stuck in my stubborn ways
This pain will never fade
Fuck it down a couple drinks
I won't ever smile
Keep myself on trial
Several and several miles
I've walked alone I'm fine

It's getting cold here, there's a lack of hope here
But it's cool I'll get through it with some cold beer
Smoking heavy on this flower till the smoke clears
My reflection ain't impressive so I loathe the mirror
Staring deep into my eyes I don't recognize
The man staring back his aura's cold, I'm petrified
Hellfire in the wind, let the embers fly
I've been searching deep inside to find a better life
At this point I'm scared that I'll remain a shell
These words are worth a thousand pictures, I'ma paint this hell
I've always needed that support just in case I fail
But all I had was just myself, there's no a place I've felt
Comfortable, I'm hiding in discomfort
Shedding my own skin, brain having a misfunction
Too many burned bridges so many ships sunken
Visions in my mind of slitting my wrists upward

Bleeding out I'm losing blood spills on the concrete
I'm such a failure take my soul and kill me softly
Why I hold on to all these feelings is beyond me
Too much failure here to face this path is daunting

I won't ever change
Stuck in my stubborn ways
This pain will never fade
Fuck it down a couple drinks
I won't ever smile
Keep myself on trial
Several and several miles
I've walked alone I'm fine



Credits
Writer(s): Kurt Hanson
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