Mentally Unstable

I hate me so much drink myself numb
Fallen on my face need some help up
I wanna kill myself make it go away
I'm scared that I'll never be okay
I hate me so much drink myself numb
Fallen on my face need some help up
I wanna kill myself let the pain go
Aware that I'm mentally unstable

Mentally sick and empty
Tell joy and pride no entry
I wanna say goodbye and it's tempting
These demons are living in my head rent free
They got a selfish grin and it's menacing
Put me down in my sleep so gently
If I could take it all back, wouldn't have been me
I'm spiraling into a frenzy

I hate me so much drink myself numb
Fallen on my face need some help up
I wanna kill myself make it go away
I'm scared that I'll never be okay

Mentally unstable, since the day the put me into the cradle
In this world there are demons and angels
And I'm both so my soul gets entangled
Lot of pain behind these eyes that are hazel
Some of it could've even been fatal
Sit and watch and I rot as the days go
By, it's fucked, I'm addicted to the pain though
Taking shots but the liquor don't help
My side hurts, think I'm killing myself
It's a miracle my liver don't fail
It's time to pack up the ship and set sail
Isolated, backing into my shell
I hurt you but I really meant well
Tried to get up, slipped and I fell
My brain's hell and I'm sick of my cell

I hate me so much drink myself numb
Fallen on my face need some help up
I wanna kill myself let the pain go
Aware that I'm mentally unstable



Credits
Writer(s): Kurt Hanson
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