Last Time

Oh I promise it's the last time
Last time I give a fuck
Last time I ask a nigga for a hand out
Even if the same blood
I was only 16 when I knew I had to get it on my own
16 when I looked around and knew I'd need a home
16 when I realized that life was not a game and as a man
I use my hands to spark a change

Look me in my eyes and see a real nigga
The hood raised me and it tried to take my life too
That gun grazed me I was fighting for my life too
Using cars as protection as I fight through
I seen a nigga drop dead right in front of me
People running over people while they come for me
It's either fight or flight and I ain't never running g
My pride won't let another nigga ever punish me

Oh I promise it's the last time
Last time I give a fuck
Last time I ask a nigga for a hand out
Even if the same blood
I was only 16 when I knew I had to get it on my own
16 when I looked around and knew I'd need a home
16 when I realized that life was not a game and as a man
I use these hands to spark a change
Fuck it I'm him

I'm that nigga that they never ask what hood you from
Fear left when I was 14
Stabbed in the steps tryna see if I was cut clean
Fighting three niggas just to keep a blade from my neck
They all ran I took a piece of they flesh

I am not a gangster but a gangster never punked me
Never shot the fair niggas always tried to jump me
Remember calling my cousins when I knew I had a fight
It was 20 vs 1 because they're father left me dry
He might think that I forgot but when he look me in my eyes and I never say hello
It's so he knows that I'm alive

Oh I promise it's the last time
Last time I give a fuck
Last time I ask a nigga for a hand out
Even if the same blood
I was only 16 when I knew I had to get it on my own
16 when I looked around and knew I'd need a home
16 when I realized that life was not a game and as a man
I use my hands to spark a change