Unrequited Addiction

I'm in love with my addiction
But I ain't gonna let it know
Won't tell it so
All the pinhole burns and train tracks
That slowly rob me of my soul

Then it rains inside my head
I'm blinded by the storm

Won't come back from this affliction
I refuse to walk away
No words to say
All the bridges i've been burning
Well they slowly fade away

When it rains inside my head
I'm blinded by the storm
I embrace my pain instead
I'm never going home

Counting time I wallow in the silence
Repress my sadness and denial
Spin the wheel one day it might be final
Trapped in the cycle but i'm free
Trapped in the cycle am I free
Free in this disease

Scrounging for my next fix
Has brought me to my knees
Don't know who is me

Counting time I wallow in the silence
Repress my sadness and denial
Spin the wheel one day it might be final
Trapped in the cycle but i'm free
Trapped in the cycle am I free
Free in this disease

When he was a small boy he had no friends at school
Never was a bad kid he obeyed the golden rule
He never had no family so now he lost his mind
Never had a chance at life

Spare me your empathy
Spare me your lies
Spare me your indignation
You fucked up my life

Don't blame us you had a choice
You had a chance you had a voice
You could have been a real man
Trust us we all understand
You didn't have to take the fall
Time for you to climb the wall
And get your shit together
Insanity's forever

I'm in love with my addiction but i'm just gonna let it pass



Credits
Writer(s): Charles Cooley
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