I Never Say No

Do you ever just think
What do you miss when you blink?
I've been tryna see it all
Do you ever just miss
The time you dream and you'd wish
That you could jump without the fall?

I'm so hardly self aware
And I think that so much is so unfair
And I hate myself in pictures
And I can't admit a single thing
To myself and every song I write
Is about somebody else

And I never say no
Wish that I'd know
Could you please just spell it out to me?
'Cause you make it look so damn easy
But no
I just don't know

Do you ever just wanna laugh at your own jokes?
I laugh at them all
Why am I so obsessed with what they think might be best?
As if it's their call

I'm so hardly self aware
And I think that so much is so unfair
And I hate myself in pictures
And I can't admit a single thing
To myself and every song I write
Is about somebody else

And I never say no
Wish that I'd know
Could you please just spell it out to me?
'Cause you make it look so damn easy
But no
I just don't know

I just don't know
Slipping outside of myself again
No, I just don't know
God I better stop and count to ten
No, I just don't know
So in love with who I am to them
I just don't know
God
I just don't know
Why do we always play pretend?
No, I just don't know
Guilt has always been my closest friend
I just don't know
When will the sad girl hours end?
I just don't know

I'm so hardly self aware
And I think that so much is so unfair
And I hate myself in pictures
And I can't admit a single thing
To myself and every song I write
Is about somebody else

And I never say no
I never say no
I never say no
Oh, oh, oh