I Missed The Joke

Everybody's laughing at me.
I think I missed the joke.
Only tried to be happy,
but I ended up alone.

Haven't been to many parties.
Left early from them all.
Dressed up all nice just for nothing,
to end up staring at the wall,

But I've been a victim
of compromise.
Tell me to be quiet
and you won't ask me twice,
'cause I'm scared of crying,
'cause what will I miss?
You say that I'm a monster
but oh my god,
you made me like this.

God, I'm such an over thinker,
need everything in place,
because people made me question
if I should hate my own face,

So I've been a victim
of compromise.
Tell me to be quiet
and you won't ask me twice,
'cause I'm scared of crying,
'cause what will I miss?
You say that I'm a monster
but oh my god,
you made me like this.

I feel my tears streaming,
but my smile's intense.
Those around me screaming
and then it all makes sense,
people are so threatened by
someone's happiness,
and now they hate the outcome
because they made me like this,

I feel my tears streaming,
but my smile's intense.
Those around me screaming
and then it all makes sense,
people are so threatened by
someone's happiness,
and now they hate the outcome
because they made me like this,
like this,

Oh I've been a victim
of compromise.
Tell me to be quiet
and you won't ask me twice,
'cause I'm scared of crying,
'cause what will I miss?
You say that I'm a monster
but oh my god,
you made me like this,

I feel my tears streaming,
but my smile's intense.
Those around me screaming
and then it all makes sense,
people are so threatened by
someone's happiness,
and now they hate the outcome
because they made me like this.