FALLING

Fall falling,
I'm fall falling,
I'm just fall falling,
And I'm fall falling,
And you know I'm,
Fall falling,
And I'm fall falling,
And you know I'm.

One day and I opened my eyes,
And boxes start to appear to my surprise,
Then I realize the thing that I feared the most,
Was the thing that was coming to life,
I turned away ignored the truth,
No way I was going through,
This once hell only some people go through,
Then it happened,
And it tore my fragile heart in two,
Driving like everything was normal,
Unforeseen Future looked at me and stared,
My mind at ease cuz this was no deferent,
From any normal vacation,
Felt like a long get away,
Told myself I need to get away,
From these people who forced me,
From these ideas that pushed me,
From these thought patterns that once approach me,
From any and all that tried to keep me bound,
I would not be stuck in this new town,
I already had a home,
But you decided to change it,
Make it more of a permanent staycation,
Had to break our mental will,
Break our minds,
So we could finally accept living blind,
I never changed,
I just learned to hide the pain,
I learned how to become someone else,
From the ideas you once threw at me,
I can't tell someone how to think,
But you ripped my entire world in a blink.

Fall falling,
And I'm fall falling,
And you know I'm,
Fall falling,
And I'm fall falling,
And you know I'm,

Fall falling,
I'm just fall falling,
I'm.

Pain, (pain)
Feel, (feel)
Only, (only)
Time, (time)
Heal, (heal)
What,
What a bunch of nonsense,
It's like we don't have any emotions,
Not once was their any comfort,
From the trauma I was dealt,
Not once was there sadness in their eyes,
But Lord knows you have suffered enough,
You suffered so we could live,
And my golden years were finally up,
And the crazy part is you think it all went away,
Oh he used to be so upset about moving,
No he just got really good at lying,
If that was the case,
Why do I still bleed from the cuts of the fall,
Why is my mind still wounded from every hit,
Why is the impact of pain still leave my ribs split,
Why do I still feel pain when I talk to my friends,
Why is my whole personality different cuz of the decisions you did,
The choice was made,
No forethought given,
So I made a game time decision,
Even if it breaks my soul,
Even though I might not be whole,
I will pour my heart and mind into this,
This thing that I love,
That has given me the desire to write,
WHEN THE WHOLE WORLD DID WRONG BY ME,
I would stay true and spew all my heart wrenching emotions,
In an album split into three parts,
That was just the start,
Like a beautiful symphony,
All conducted by a broken boy like me,
Played and released,
To beat the voices down,
To keep me found,
But if no one else had any faith in him,
He would have FAITH IN HIMSELF!!

Falling but still won't hit the ground,
Falling but still won't hit the ground,
Falling but still won't hit the ground,
Falling but still won't hit the ground,
Falling but still won't hit the ground,
Falling but still won't hit the ground,
Falling but still won't hit the ground,
Falling but still won't hit the ground,
Falling but still won't hit the ground,
Falling but still won't hit the ground.
Falling but still won't hit the ground,
Falling but still won't hit the ground,
Falling but still won't hit the ground,
Falling but still won't hit the ground,
Falling but still won't hit the ground,
Falling but still won't hit the ground,
Falling but still won't hit the ground,
Falling but still won't.