Smoke another bowl

Before I go I'm gonna smoke a bowl
A tint of green to go over these dismal aisles
It'll keep me going for miles
I don't need
Anything else but this
Just some smoke in my lungs
And I'm on my way
I'm a fucking stoner
I'm a fucking stoner
I'm a fucking stoner
All I do is smoke weed
Just a fucking stoner
Don't have to be anything
Now I'm
Off to go

See my past
Or my job
Or one my friends
Like Boris the fucking shredder man
Or Cyan the drum man
How can I bear to see them when
I cant even face myself
And every day I'm just hanging on
To all these parts from my past
Got all these sticks up my ass
Still thinking about the one
That I loved
But decided its fine if ill face
This hell without her
I'm still a pile of shattered pieces
I try to push myself
But the things around me
Still feel the same
What the hell can I do
To escape this feeling of shame
I don't know what I'm doing here
I'm living in fear
Of the things I might do
And all I hear is the voice in my head
Telling me to steer myself
Off a cliff because I wont make it
Because I'm a useless
Piece
Of shit
And how can I fight that
And how can I fight that
When I know the things that Ive done
Been fucked up since I was a kid
But I've just always been good at hiding it
Like taking pics of the young girls ass
Then jacking it at home violently
My dome has holes in it
I know that its wrong
But the rush that I felt
Captured me so I lost sight of myself
And now I'm putting the pieces
Back together
So I can learn a damn lesson
How long does it take goddamn man
You've wasted your time
Just sitting and thinking
And hours go by
What the hell are you doing
Why cant I accept that I'm only human
How long will I be stuck in my delusion
Only time will tell
But for now I'll just
Smoke another bowl



Credits
Writer(s): Mikah Anguay
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